Friday, April 11, 2014

Gotta Love Change

As you can tell this past week I have had to deal with a lot of stress.  It's amazing how my new adventure of FITNESS is helping me through this path in life.

I'm a Christian woman and I have dedicated my life to God.  I listen to him when he guides me in the direction he intends my life to go in because I believe he has drawn my life out already for me.  This week, I've had a struggle with my goals I was setting for myself.  My main goals go in this order: 1- Be the best Mom I can be to Jaedon and Omarion 2-Give my school my all, because the better I do, the better J-O-B I get to support my family...aka MoJO (MO-Jaedon-Omarion) and 3- transform my body into the best it can be and challenge myself to compete in a Bikini Competition :)...A Lot, huh? yep I know.

Every night I go to bed, and I ask God, is this where you want me to be? I was thinking of a certain someone that was in my life for about 8 months and helped me see that I CAN be Monique, and that I CAN think for myself, and I asked God, why am I thinking of him all of sudden? (well maybe not 'all of a sudden', because I did love him, so I think of him often)

It all came together today.  I was talking to my biggest cheerleader, my safe haven, my sister today and let me just tell you, I love that girl, she just lets me talk and talk, and she asks all the right questions to really get what is on my mind out in the open-with no judgement, and that's the best!!! Well, she started asking all the right questions, and all the pieces I was receiving this week from God were coming together and after having the revelation I felt free of my stress, I felt free of worry, it was A-MAZING.

...and then to top if off, my devotional that I read last night, read this on the last line: "Are you holding on to something God has intended for someone else ( a possession, an opportunity, a dream, a role, a calling, or a title)? Release it, and see what cup full of love he has in store for you." and recalling that line from the devotional was the cherry on top :D

I know you're probably saying, well what is it?  It's actually in the works, and I don't want to spoil the news, so I'll wait until it's the right time...I needed to write this out, and tell the world how awesome it feels to really listen to your heart and listen to what God has in store for you, because he will take you to places you never knew you could go.

Much Love and Happier ~  MO 

2 comments:

  1. So true! God's guidance is there if we seek it and ultimately the best direction for our lives. I'm so proud of you :D!

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